Many things have happened over the past few months. Not all are bad news but the good news aren’t necessarily worth any celebration either.
In this world of facade and masks, sometimes, i really wonder if the people we know may be truly who they are.
Well, I’ve came to stumble upon secrets. Or rather things that people around me try to hide from the rest of the world. Some of which are earth-shaking, while others I would say, deserve light. I believe that everyone aren’t necessarily who they are by choice. I would say 30% nature, 70% nuture. So why did we turn out the way we did? What I do not understand is, how can people betray their conscious and try to hide the flaw in them. Which isn’t really even a flaw or mistake to begin with.
Many things changed. Friends drifted. New friends made.
I’ve been through quite abit, with the rumors and everything. True friends stay true, while fake friends leave because they believed all that was going around. It pains me to realise that, but I guess its for the better. I’m not angry or anything, just disappointed. Disappointed that our friendship wasn’t as strong as I thought it was. Disappointed that they did not believe. Disappointed that they chose to let go before even trying.
But tough times don’t last, tough people do. We’ll hang around to see how everything turns out.
I do have feelings for you. But I’m not sure its love. I don’t want to give you any hope, because at the end of each day, will the person i think of when I lay on bed be you? Even I’m uncertain.